What a shitty week so far. God, if it gets any worse, I may have to bail the fuck outta here. It appears that the reseller deal I was working on has become FUBAR. That's what I get for allowing them to entice me with freebies and upgrades. It's become a clusterfuck of them making promises then not keeping them - such as accidentally deleting my motherfucking Miva shopping cart (and not restoring it), so now I have a goddam merchant account and no way to sell anything. This is gonna be a rant, I can feel it welling up as I type...
So, now what the hell am I gonna do? I suppose I'll call Bobbie, my PayQuake rep and tell her that everything has fallen apart and she can cancel my account or suspend it or something until I can line up some other way to use it. Goddam it. Of course, I'm quite sure I'll still get to pay the $49 fee.
I had another online retail idea, the herb site, but I'm not ready to do it. I mean, shit, I need MONEY for that. Do I have money? NO, of COURSE I don't have money! I never have money. That's the root of all this shit in the first place, lack of money. That's why I wanted to be a fucking reseller!!!
AAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
Oh, this so totally sucks that I just can't deal any more. Would someone just shoot me, please?
Fucking damn.
Tomorrow had better be a fucking improvement or I'm going to do something fierce.
Just watch me.
Posted by Misangela at July 22, 2003 05:39 PM